When our emotional dependency needs (emotional intimacy; nurturing; unconditional love & acceptance; and boundary-setting) are not met during childhood, we live with constant underlying feelings of fear and insecurity. We lack a solid foundation from which to operate. This results in becoming preoccupied with the need to continually search outside of ourselves for love, approval and validation in order to feel safe and secure.
Enter the Ego… Think of your Ego as an invisible bodyguard that is with you 24/7. Its sole job is to keep you safe and secure. It is a survival mechanism. Although it is very proficient at what it does, it is not without faults and limitations.
Here are some aspects of the Ego that you need to be aware of:
Although the Ego is protecting you, it is at the same time keeping you emotionally immature and feeling helpless. It relies on defenses rather than empowerment to keep you “safe.” At some point, we have to ask ourselves, “what kind of way of life is this?” It’s fine if all you want to do is survive. Personally, I don’t want to live in a small box. I want a better quality and quantity of life experiences. I want to learn, grow and evolve. The Ego doesn’t like to hear that because its existence is being threatened. You can compare this to trying to take a banana away from an 800-pound gorilla. He’s not going to be happy!
True power, safety and security comes from facing our vulnerabilities so that we can naturally feel safe and secure from within. I don’t want to feel like I have to employ a bodyguard in order to go out and live my life. But, in order to do it on my own, I need to shore up my unmet emotional dependency needs to such a degree that I truly feel loved, nurtured and accepted for who I am. I’ll need to learn how to set boundaries with those around me in order to protect and promote my integrity. Once I’ve demonstrated those healthy behaviors and know I can continue to protect myself in the future, I can thank my Ego bodyguard for his services and let him go.
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